I'll try to hang on to that feeling now for as long as I can. It was such a relief. Some of you may know I've been dealing with depression and anxiety for a very long time. I don't talk much about it here, but it's always present in my mind. Today I felt true happiness, the pure childish laughter again without any hint of dread sneaking up behind me for the first time in a very very long time. It was only for a few minutes, but it helped. I can already feel it. I'll try to run freely more often..