I've written 150 posts here now.. During the time I've had this blog I've made some big changes to my life. They may not be dramatic to the outside world, but to my they are. I have decided to pursue my dreams and try in every step I take in life to be who I want to be, not the person others may expect me to be.
It may sound obvious, but it is very difficult for me, and I don't think I'm alone, because I believe that many find obstacles or walls of doubt and lack of self confidence to get through before taking steps forward. I sure have a huge amount of walls to break through still, but I will deal with them at my own pace in my own way.
My biggest wish right now is to get over my shyness and my anxiety enough to participate in a world that I've been looking at from the outside for the longest time but never dared to enter. I want to go to concerts, to art events and fashion shows. I want to be there, talk to people, make connections. But for a girl who has difficulties even picking up the phone to call her friends because of immense shyness that is not an easy task. It's a huge goal.
I think many of you out there, if not all of you have both big and small dreams and goals that you want to achieve. Some may be for your career, some may be highly personal, but I believe that everyone needs to take care and take every step towards being who they want to be, not who others expect them to be, and don't stress yourself too much, okay? Good things will happen, I'm sure of it.. Good luck!