I'm not very good at taking care of myself when I loose some energy. First thing that goes is food. I just don't have the energy to make it, and then I get no new energy. Things pile up around me and scare me. I've built a fort of pillows and blankets on my couch and I am hiding in here with my dog, wishing I could dare to put my nose out there to take care of homework, dishes, cleaning and other stuff..
I woke up feeling miserable today, so I made some tea and watched Spirited Away until I fell asleep. I have stuff to write, I should read my school books. I should draw something, clean things, put all the dirty socks in the laundry-bin. But y'know, today just ain't one of those days..