Why would that be a bad thing? I think age is something beautiful in a way, and we all grow up at the same pace so why so scared? Well I have no idea. I've always just had this desire to be smaller, younger, tinier I am for as long as I can remember. Even when I was a kid I actually wanted to be smaller, like a mouse.
Being married and drinking coffee might identify me as an adult, but I'm still playing like a kid, and I will never stop doing that for as long as I live. That's a promise to myself..