I feel tired today, like so many other days lately. My mind is in many places at once and it makes me more confused than usual. I want to apologize to my friends for isolating myself lately. I'm just not very good social company right now I guess. I'm working on changing that, and I hope for many picnics and nice talks over tea in the future. Until then, I'll remain hidden at home until I feel good enough to go out. I hope you understand.