Maybe it's the stress, maybe it's working again after the small easter break I had, but there is some little annoyed kid inside of me that just doesn't want to play along with what I do. I almost burst into angry tears when trying to make soup (out of a tin can) and I stare at my own work with a displeased frown even though the results aren't that bad. What is wrong with me?!
At least the sun has started shining outside my office window again and I think the weather really affects me. I want to keep learning how to lonboard properly, I want to get started with packing my stuff for the move, and I want to start feeling energized and happy again.Well, things will change soon with the move no matter what, and after the stress of fixing everything I think it will start to just feel good, as it should.