Wednesday, April 25, 2012
So in an attempt to take my mind of the boring shit I drew this random girl to practice line art and a simple style of shading that might work well for comics.
I sure hope that my efforts at work will be worth it in the end, and that the players of Sanctum 2 will appreciate the features that are the cause of my horribly awful rotten mood today. We'll just have to see I guess. Now I'm heading outside to sit on the office stairs and smoke. Yeah that's right, nothing like poisonous air to clear my mind for a bit.
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Still I went through all my old photos of her and me I've snapped with my webcam and it's really nice to remember all those cuddly moments. Chessy, my little pig, I miss you today!
Thursday, April 19, 2012
I'm kind of trying to prepare for a huge work assignment that I can't really talk openly about, but lets just say it will be huge for me and I'll really get to test my own skills and dedication. Exciting and scary at the same time. About work, I really really wish I could share all the art I create here at Coffee Stain Studios but I can't for now. Eventually when more information is revealed about Sanctum 2 I promise to post all the concept art I've made. Now then, lunch is over, back to work.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Veela while working today, designing clean, bright sci fi things typical of Sanctum. I've got fresh air flowing in from the windows by by desk and I felt like sketching something very fluent and airy.
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
I'm really happy I managed to draw this. It feels like it's been months since I drew anything personal properly, and even though this is just a lunch-break quicky it feels awesome to know I haven't lost all of my skills because of my crative lazyness. I need to get back to work which today is all about leaving my comfort zone. This always makes me feel like I really suck at what I do. Trying to draw things I never do otherwise and have no practice in just makes me loose faith in myself a lot of times, but I need to keep on doing it to learn and to improve. Well, i also have to do it because it's what I get paid to do and it better be good. Pressure! Anyhow, this sketchy personal piece made me feel a bit better about myself.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
At least the sun has started shining outside my office window again and I think the weather really affects me. I want to keep learning how to lonboard properly, I want to get started with packing my stuff for the move, and I want to start feeling energized and happy again.Well, things will change soon with the move no matter what, and after the stress of fixing everything I think it will start to just feel good, as it should.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Kendra has a really cute tumblr that I scrolled through on this rainy afternoon filled with self doubt and stress. It's oddly comforting and soothing. All her images have little thoughts and messages combined with simple but really stylish drawings. Sure, many of them are sad, but it's in a way that still makes me smile.
So why am I having a so-so day today? Just stress and many grown up things I have to deal with. Going to the bank, calling people about the apartment, buying random things and in the middle of this I didn't have time to get lunch before I had to get back to work. Small silly things that just makes me feel a bit fail, but I think it'll feel better once I get back home. It's time for comfy clothes and tasty food to brighten my mood.
Monday, April 9, 2012
It's been easter and stuffs! Lots of things have been going on and I feel like I've been really busy. I've managed to get some relaxing done too. First things first... I've bought an apartment! Crazy and unreal, but yes, I've done the very grown up thing of purchasing my own apartment along with the Bear. We can move in by the end of the month and there is a lot of stress involved but most of all I'm just really happy. We´re gonna redecorate, but up new wallpaper, probably new floors as well if we can afford it but we´re gonna have so much more space and I'm finally gonna have my own workspace for my art.
In other news I've been traveling around a bit to see the Bears family for easter. Lots of tasty easter food and such. Now I've got some tasty noms to eat while watching movies on this final rainy day of easter vacation. Tomorrow it's back to work for me, and then start packing for the move pretty soon!
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
It's a silly thought of course, because the results I'm getting aren't exactly disasterous, just not as good as I'd like them to me. It doesn't help at all to compare myself with the very best environmental concept artists out there either. In short, I'm having a major confidence crisis here and I keep staring at my work, shaking my head and hoping it will solve itself somehow if I just leave it there on the screen without touching it.
Well well, here is Skye, the main character of Sanctum. I drew this at work, fantastic...
Sunday, April 1, 2012
I made some chai-tea and sat on the balcony listening to sweet music for a while during my morning smoke. Then I went straight to finishing up a custom order for a patch painting with a cute little rhino on it! It's all done now and my tea is finished. I'm thinking what I should do next. I'll probably try to draw something, traditional, not digital. I feel like I need it.
Later today I'm gonna go watch the Hunger Games with a friend. I'm a bit scared, don't know what to expect from the hype. I loved the books though so, we'll see...